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This is what I am feeling right now. I have been trying to lift myself up today but I still end up being down. I’ve been luring myself with a lot of DVD’s just to free up my mind. The news yesterday that Mark isn’t going to handle FF Manila anymore for the Combat event really struck me. I wasn’t expecting that there can be last minut e last changes that could happen, but still it happened. I could have still went to FF MoA last Saturday but it was my personal decision not to go anymore, I was confident that Mark is really going to be Manila’s teamleader. As of the moment, they are still looking who will handle the Manila team.
My decision to stay with Manila just came in recently when I knew Mark was going to handle it. I was really supposed and determined to join the eliminations for the MoA team with Ram, last year’s Manila Combat teamleader. But because of the feeling of “loyalty” for the Manila club remains in me plus the fact before that Mark is going to handle, I decided to stay.
Some of you maybe asking why let myself down, it maybe just no big deal thing for you. Just so you know, aside from Photography, Les Mills classes which includes BODYCOMBAT, is one of the few things I’m really passionate of. These are the few things that I really love doing over and over again and I have been preparing for this since last year.
I can’t go to the gym and do BODYPUMP with Raf today. I need some time off I guess, I need to re-assess myself on how I decide on things that matter to me. One thing is for sure this time, I will still join the Manila eliminations this Saturday, whatever the outcome for that day, I am ready. Good luck to me.
Btw, the date for Manila Combat Eliminations which is originally scheduled on October 12 was moved to October 11, Saturday 1:30PM to give way to the Manila Les Mills Quarterly launch.
